Cihuy! 2002 reguler emang OK!

being narsistic! yeah, the title is so egosentric. but no matter lah, I don't mean to be arrogant or else. Yeah, It's just an expression of happiness :) Class of 2002 (regular) win the Basket Ball and Volley Ball PORPSYCHE. After a long and hard battles (so hiperbolic) Hihihihi...
next week will be full of midtest and til now, I haven't finished my assignments! (previous post) Uuuuu... Yeah, I am Afifa, a procastinator! T_T I am so not in the mood of doing them!!! =(
Uh, are there anybody wanna help me do my assignments?

Jangan sampek lupa

tugas syarat midtest:
1. latar belakang & tujuan + kalimat pertanyaan penelitian, untuk Metodologi Penelitian (Senin, 31 Maret 2003 jam 10.00 di 202/206)
2. artikel kesehatan mental!!!!! ---- writing to heal <-- referensi, psikoterapinya psikoanalisis
3. analisis scizopren, A beautiful Mind!!!! <-- CD filmnya dah disewa... minggu dibalikin ke ezy!

sabtu
jam 8 pagi: tambahan psikologi Umum oleh Pak Dq --> Ruangan???
jam 12 siang: Final PORPSYCHE angkatan 2002 reguler Vs. angkatan 2000 !!! Chayoooooo....

INGAT!!!
belajar buwat mid... semua catetan di print!!!

Jazz is more than a music mannnn
* make ungakapan temenku ;p

gak rugi aku nonton JAZZ DI KAMPUS malem ini. meski malem ini pulangnya pake dicemberutin sama ibu... no matter what lah!! yang penting pulang-pergi aku selamet.. nonton hepi byanget!!! huwah! keren banget tuh si Rio, yang dari Bali... maenin trumpet ma flugel!!! Huwaaa... keren byangetttt... variasi dia juga okeyyy sekaleee.... *gak kuwat!!!* penampilan dia juga pas! gak berlebih dan terlalu dendi (trendy- baru dapet istilah dari PamPam ma Sisi, temen kuliah)
intinya, aku seneng! Hahahahaha.... :DD
Perlu donlot lagu"nya kali yah! :D Huwa.. tapi Jogja-nya KLA yang diaransemen ama Joko Lemazh pasti gak ada :( padahal.. aku merinding sebadan tuh pas dengerin!!! :DDD
Besok Smooth Jazz aku pokoknya kudu nonton, bakal nyesel banget kalo gak nonton tuh... kudu hunting tiketnya secepatnya neh!! soalnya tiket yg tribun (15 ribu) dah abis kata si Anjar -temen kuliah, dia udah dapet tiket!!! Huwaaa, mauuuu-
Oiya, tadi sore PORPSYCHE (pekan olah raga psikologi) final volli angkatan 2002 reguler menang!!! Hurray, congratz buwat yang pada maen.. congratz buwat suporter yang kece-kece *muji diri sendiri, yah gimana ya... aku kan emang kece... :P*
Fiuh, mandi dulu ah.. bau rokok semua nih sebadan!! :D

first time

pagi ini aku praktekin peak time yang diajarin bu sofie (dosen kesehatan mental aku) dan apa yang aku dapat? peak time bener-bener kasih energi positif buwat hari kamisku ini! selain itu, ada pengalaman baru, pertama kali ini aku alami... aku ketemu orang yang pernah/sedang (dalam intens rendah) mengalami schizoprenia!!! OMG, menarik banget!!!! Dan asiknya, dia nggak sungkan-sungkan bagi-bagi pengalaman ama kita...
jadi ceritanya begini, abis selesai bikin mading foto galang ramah aku, fani, lingga dan aga cari makan ke bonbin (kantin sastra UGM) karena saking penuhnya semua meja, akhirnya kita kudu berbagi meja dengan dua cowok. satu cowok akhirnya cabut setelah selesai makan. tinggalah kita berempat dengan satu orang ini. kita berempat ngomong-ngomong tentang betapa banyaknya tugas yang harus dikumpulin pas midtest besok ini. ada tugas metpen, dan lagi tugas kesehatan mental yang notabene ada dua biji!!! tugasnya selain disuruh bikin artikel kesehatan mental juga disuruh nyerahin analisis film A Beautiful Mind. Tadi tuh kita omongin tentang film ini, terkagum-kagum dengan John Nash yang gape matematika tetapi kena schizopren! nah, pastinya kan kita juga omongin tentang schizoprennya donk! menarik banget bahasan ini, selain ini mental disorder yg populer juga lumayan susah buwat disembuhinnn... setelah ngomong panjang lebar, akhirnya masnya yang satu meja dengan kita ikutan ngobrol... dia nanya-nanya tentang program ekstensi psikologi, karena dia pingin masuk ekstensi psikologi. dia cerita kalo dia tuh pingin masuk psikologi karena pingin banget mempelajari tentang schizopren ama traumatic. trus, dia cerita kalo dia pingin belajar itu karena dia pernah mengalami schizopren... -sing- kita berempat langsung membisu... kebetulan, itu saat pertama buwat kita semua ketemu sama kasus nyata schizopren... akhirnya dia cerita pengalaman hidupnya pas masa-masa schizopren gitu...
yang bikin aku tambah melongo... mas ini, pinter banget... meskipun blum pernah mengenyam bangku kuliah karena penyakitnya... dia itu ngerti banget teori-teori ama tokoh-tokoh psikologi, kayak yang aku berempat pelajarin pas kuliah.. wuahh!!! gilak! ni bener-bener valuable experience dah!!! mana, masnya baek banget lagi... dia mau minjemin buku-buku psikologi dia buwat kita-kita dan diskusi bareng... :DDD moga-moga dia nggak terganggu ama schizoprennya dia lah!!! :D
fiuwh, orang schizopren emang punya kecenderungan superior dan daya imajinasi yang hebat!!!! salutt!!

huwah! akhirnya singcat up jugak!

wah, minggu" ini bener" stressful day! byk tugas, tanggung-jawab dan masalah (uh!) yang harus diselesaikan... dan, seperti biasa kalo dah kayak gini, prosesor ku gak bisa diajak kompromi.. ngadat euy! diajang omong aja kayak orang blo on! dikritik dikit, defense mechanismnya kelewat batas...
belom lagi masalah catetan yang amburadul 2 minggu terakhir ini! padahal kan next week dah mid test!!! OMG....
hix hix hix ... sudahlah, saya mau mengerjakan tugas" dulu!!! -__________-

tired tired tired...

Galang Ramah just left me a lil bit of energy. It's so tiringg mann!!! A hard work day! ;) Oyeah, a bad experience for today, at 1.00 pm I have to leave GR arena, and had a meeting with Ijul (Senior in Psychology). I asked Galing Gelok for taking photo during my meeting time, and he agreed (of course after a short camera-using-explanation). When I'd just reached the meeting place, Galing came there too. And he moved his finger like a spiral sign. Not a good thing, I thought. He told me that he push the photo-roll button. And of course all the photo was rolled up. Nevertheless, I'd just used only half roll. OMG!!! whatta bizzare!!! The GR had'nt over and the photo had rolled up!!!! !@#@#$$^&*&(* Linggaaa.... I'll kill you!!!!! *
Luckily, there were two rolls. The other was handled by Era. Fiuwh, Hoping that all the photo (1 1/2 rolls) is good! :D
Tired.. cyaaa

changing mind

well, after an inner-heart-struggling (ngawur!) finally I decided to join Galang Ramah than UFO inaguration.. Why? because documentation dept. really need one more person to handle the photo-taking. Well, tomorrow will be a longgg day! hard work, and hope won't be so HOT! Or I'll get tanned :PP Get proper rest tonight, saving energy for tomorrow!!! cyaa...

new layout!

Yeah, new lay out from me. So sad because the war has begun... are there any solution which is not as harmful as war? Please choose that one rather than war! I am not supporting Iraq or US, but war will be so hurt for civilians! The traumatic effects wont be so easy to be forgotten. How about the kids? They have just begun their live, and they will spend most of their life with bad memories of war!!! I think diplomacy still the best choice rather than violence. T_T Do you agree with me? *no offense please*

whatta busy weekend!

Ayayayaya... this weekend must be a very busy days for me! I have to prepare the documentation stuff for Galang Ramah and of course for UFO inaguration!! Besides, a lot of assignnment that was given by the lecturer.
Yesterday, I had a briefing for the inaguration at Gelanggang Mahasiswa. We will go to Sundak Beach (and of course Baron, Kukup, Krakal, Spanjang Beaches) for the photo-rally (the inaguration) I do hope that the inaguration will be a very nice moment!!! *Wondering, laying on the beach-sand and staring to the stars on the dark night sky!!! Ayayayayyaya*
After the briefing, I went to the fun games area and met Bunga. Hi Bung!!
OMG, it's already 7.08, I have to go to campus for Personality lecture. Cyaaa...

haloscan error, sementara pake enetation dulu!

tsk.. tsk... haloscan error nih! cebell... :( sementara pake enetation dulu yah! :D *dg seenak udelnya ganti" commenting system*

Making Papier Mache - layered technique

Materials:
old newspaper, shred them with 2,5 cm width.
pva glue (white glue, usually used by carpenter to stick up the wood)
mold (small bowl, used box, etc)

HOW?
First, mixed the shredded newspaper and the glue (be careful, keep the newspaper from being torn) then, layer them into the mold. You can use vaseline (smear the vaseline into the whole inside) before layer the newspapers, if you wanna use the mold later, so it will easy to separate the papier mache and the mold after it dried.
Do the process quickly, because the glue will be very easy to dry.

image credit: http://www.papiermache.co.uk

stupid mysterious boy

I was so annoyed by this stupid boy! He has called me for twice. At the first time, he directly hung up the phone when he knew that I'was picking up his call! And this noon, he had a strong braveness to talk to me! he didn't wanna tell who was he. I am politely asking and asking his identity for talking convenience but this boy still didn't wanna tell me his identity. I answered his questions politely and he was still didn't tell me! Then, I forced him to answer my question. Then, what did happen? HE HUNG UP THE PHONE!! Geez, so impolite... I even never not answering his question and he hung up the phone!! I behaved so polite! Then, he did it! !@#$$%^&^$^& STUPID IDIOT!! From how he talked and his questions, I thought, he must be just a lil stupid boy, in puberty time, wanna know more about girl and girl... and how to make a good relationship with a girl personally. But, what've he done will made every girl lost her feeeling at him! Okay, I'll not take this seriuosly, but however he is so annoying. I think that the last time, a unnamed-boy called me (my mom answered the call) when I am in hospital, is also him. And also another calls answered by my brothers.

A lil bit about him, (from what've he said and how he talked to me):
- He knows me from his friend, and his friend know me from the stamp in my books. (Well, I always give my used books that I dont use it anymore to people who need that, and he reminded me that I give them once, for charity for pondok).
- He is still young, maybe 2-4 years younger than me, but his voice like an adult.
- It seems that he has a limited social intercourse.
- He was so nervous and trembling! (and I were not!)
- He was so childish.
- He was acting as if he is mysterious and attracting!
- last but not least, he is so impolite!!

ps: for the stupid boy, in case you read my blog ;o)
You can tell me honestly who you are, and I will admit you as my friend! No need to hide your identity, unless I will give no respect to you! Be polite!!

run out of money! $_$

U_U <-- pathetic, starting a posting with a cry!! Yeah, as the title said.. I am running out of money! :P The date is still in 14th but I have spent almost all of my money for this whole month! *bad financial management! 0-(";)* Yeah, too much incidental cost on early of this month! Do you wanna gimme financial injection :P just kidding!

Oyeah, I have a lil bit problem with the date of 22th. Actually, I have no problem with the date but two occasion will be happened at March, 22! Ugh!! I will have to decide wether i'll join the Galang Ramah or left them for UFO members inaguration... Yeah, both of them will be held in the same time on the same day! :( And they are so exciting for me... besides, I have my responsibility in them too.. :(
UFO is a photography club in my university. Yeah, It's not an exclusive one, but if you wannabe a member of the club, you have to pass the selection phase. And I have passed the selection and the 'diklat' (what's 'pendidikan latihan' in english? can you help me?)
Galang Ramah will be held on March, 22 at 9.30 am at my campus. There will be several bands and only psychology's faculty members can attend them. I am the documentation coordinator. I should take pictures at that occasion. H-Uh! I feel bad if I have to keep away this responsibility.
Can you help me by giving any ideas?

Today, I made a box with papier mache technique. I thought it would be difficult and spending a lot of time, apparently it's so nice and easy -because i only made a simple one-. The papier mache that I made still wet, in this rainy season maybe it need 2 or more day to dry. Can't wait when it has been dried because the finishing is the most interested process!! :DD
Uh, alot of pending tasks for tomorrow. I have to do it now! =(

Who Am I ?

Kuhirup udara segar melalui hidungku yang mungil
Tanpa sadar tangis kehidupan pun keluar dengan sendirinya
Senyum kelegaan tampak pada kedua raut wajah orang tuaku
Delapan belas tahun yang lalu...
Detik demi detik telah berlalu
Masa kanak-kanak yang penuh dengan tawa telah kulewati
Usia remaja pun hampir berakhir
Dan, tahukah aku, siapa aku di muka bumi ini?
Yang kutahu bahwa
aku adalah seorang perempuan
seorang anak, karunia untuk sebuah keluarga
yang hidup dalam angkasa tak berbatas
Hidup...
hidup tidak seindah dongeng pengantar tidur
juga tidak selegam, angus api di wajan penggorengan
Kadang hidup tidak seperti apa yang aku harapkan
Seiring berlalunya waktu, aku bisa menerima kepahitan itu.
Aku tahu aku sering melalaikan tugasku kepada-Nya
Aku tahu Dia sangat sayang padaku
Sungguh bebal, ditegur-Nya pun aku tidak jera
Satu mimpi besarku,
aku ingin menjadi hamba yang sholeh

ps: part of my Mental Health Study's assignment ;)

males banget mo kuliah! :(

yep yep yep! badan rasanya pegel pegel semuaa!! :( padahal ada kuliah pagi ini... *nangis* mana kuliahnya sampek siang... mana dosen perkembangan suka kasih quiz... *nangis banget* yah sudahlah, mandi dulu trus berangkat kuliah... :)

Fallin' in Love

An insteresting topic, isn't it? ayayaya... but I am not fallin in love now (at least, conscious-ly NOT)! :P Yeah, I admit that in the first term, I had A LIL BIT crush on my fellow. Geez, I dont know why, but so far... I always fall in love with my fellow who is much-much older than me... yeah, not so extreem older.. about 3 - 5 years older! :P but it's old enough for me! :P He is so caring!! Ayayaya... the weak point of woman.. being cared by someone! doh.. GR mode on! :PP Actually, I am not fallin in love with him. He is just sooo interesting ;) So mature, ayayayayya *wink*
Having been falling in love (truly, madly, deeply) for twice, I think it's enough. Maybe, I'll consider longterm relationship -but in next couple years- rather than playing around with some guys (settt dahh.. kayak kayak laku ajah :P)
Dont know why, usually I dont wanna told my love story to anyone, but this time, I really wanna write down all my firstlove story.. my sweet puppy love.
He was my classmate in Junior High School. I believed into love at the first sight. I sat in front of him at the first day of my junior high school. He and his friend were chattering about the girls. Then, we discussed about something -I forget- Day by day, there's nothing happen. If it was like a flower seed, I just let it grow, but i didnt maintain them. Then, we were in the third year, in the last year, we become closer. Yeah, I felt really comfy around him *wink*. He was like my lovely bro. Unconsciously, I watered the seeds, and grew them up. Yeah, During the last year, I kept the passion inside my heart. Everytime I wanna forget him, he got close to me! Ugh *crying* Then, the last day of my junior high school was the last time I saw him. He saluted me for my best achievement. Then, the cinderella went back to her dirty apron... I am wondering, meeting him again will be so nice. Just meet ;) *sob*
The first pages of my booklife is opened again, by one of my bestfriend in junior high school... We met again after a long 4 years waiting... ;) <3 U ALL FRIENDS! :))

Ouh, so tired! It'll be nice if we could drink something cold. Like this Iced Mocha Float! It's so easy and fast to make! Wanna try some? Here are the recipe (I got the recipe from detikfood.com):

Ingredients:
750 ml cold water
4 tea spoon instant coffee
8 table spoon chocolate sweetened condensed milk
1 tea spoon chocolate powder
100 ml vanilla syrup
4 scoop vanilla ice cream

Garnish:
scraped chocolate

Processing:
Mixed the water, coffee, milk, vanilla syrup and chocolate powder into a blender. Blend them til mixed up. Pour them into the glasses. Give a scoop of vanilla ice cream each glass, sow the scraped chocolate. Served them chilled. (For 4 glasses)

Have you ever try Oreo Float? It's another delicious drink! :) I'll give you the recipe below (Bunga: This was the one that we made last time in your home. Yeah, a lil bit (much!) different in taste because we mixed the OREO with tiramisu TANGO, Hahaha... but our friends love it kok! :P)

Ingredients:
Milk (plain, if you sweetened condensed milk, it means that you don't need to add more sugar)
Oreo (double stuff will be better!)
sugar
vanilla ice cream

processing:
Take the oreo cream and mixed them in blender with sugar and milk. After it's well blended, mixed them with the cookies. Pour them into glasses and give em vanilla ice cream! serve them chilled!!! Yummyyyyyyy.... and so eassyyy to be made!!!! :D

Give me some if you make them, okay! :D

image credit: http://detikfood.com and

Tulip! - The Journal of Life

Fiuwh, long time no see... Yeah, due to the bustling days last couple weeks, I had no more power to post in my weblog... And I changed the lay out (again! in a short time!) Yeah, I think I'll come back to my former concept with one/two-pages-weblog. Multipages weblog/home page made me confuse. Yeah, I can't organize them well. Besides, I think I am not suitable with that 'kawaii' things (I mean, the cutie stuff, lite blue... soft... love... blah! :P)

I have a lil bit problem with idea. I think last couple weeks, I really really run out of ideas! :( Maybe because I am too busy with the lecture! Yea... I have been trying so hard to catch up what the lecturer give in the classroom, because I wanna be a 'true' student now!!! I wasn't satisfied with my first semester report. I think, I can do better if I wanna try! I had too much time for fun and forgot the lecture. I am so disappointed! :(

I was so exhausted last week! I have a full lecture during monday til thursday (from 7.30 am to 14.00 pm), then I join a committee... yeah, Galang Ramah Committee... I am in Publication, Decoration and Documentation Department, it means that i have to stay longer in the campus on the wednesday (cause I am the Documentation Coordinator). And on Friday and Saturday, together with all the PubDecDoc Dept. members, making two big posters (100% handmade poster! Can you believe it, we do it from the outline til painting all so detail... (actually only one, the other, my friend Lingga did it for us... Oh mann, we are so grateful to you! You, are so talented!!! No wonder, He had a lecture in ARS design and visual communication, Bandung)

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Last week I was so moody. I got angry easily! With everybody. Yeah, maybe it's because of my post menstrual syndrome (maksa banget! :P) Maybe I am just too tired. But being so moody, made me run out of idea! :( krk... krk...krk...

Wishlist:
- headphone! ugh, everybody seems don't like these jazz songs! so, i have to keep it just for me.. and i neeed a headphone! Sooonnnn....
- tablet (wacom will be great!) hihihi.. mouse is too hard to be controlled! *in drawing something*
- digital camera... *preventing me to be so wasteful*
- scanner --> actually i have one-the very old one-, but the cord station was left on my dad's cpu... and the cpu's been stold! *d**n u thief!*